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would you find your way back home...?

i’ll never blame you.

i’ll never turn on you.

but i find myself questioning.

and doubting.

while knowing that you’ve scarred me.

and i can’t escape.

i don’t feel trapped.

i just know i’ll never get out.

i just know it.

i know you’ve always been there.

i know you always will be.

i know i hear you,

every now and then.

i just know that i know.

whether it’s hard or easy.

i know.

you’ve been there.

it’s me that has neglected you.

i haven’t let you down.

you miss me.

and i miss you.

i want you back the way i had you before.

and the way you had me.

it’s hard,

to say i love you.

but i know i really do

i have no reason to be here,

in this place,

and you don’t want me here.

i want to let you pull me out.

but there’s something i’m stuck to,

that i can’t name.