.

i want to give up.
yet i don't.
i'm holding on so tight.
yet ready to just let go.
and say goodbye.
cos where the heck is this going?
ahh

all i want.
is to friggin just see yous. free.
laugh again. for real.
smile. have life.
actually feel like your heart beat isnt the only thing keeping you alive.
but to have real will.