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why did you ask how my mum was?
i've barely been home the passed few days.
so what does it matter.
it doesnt affect me when im not there.
and theres nothing i can do anyway.
she'll do it. she'll deny it. and in the morning won't remember a thing.
i don't tell anyone.
i don't outlet in anyway.
i just say.
okay.
this is how it is.
again.