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i knew you weren't fine with it
cos i know you like to know what's going on
and that's a good quality
and i don't think you're pushy at all
cos you're not, i'm sorry i cant talk to you about it
i can't really talk to anyone
i can't explain it really, at all
when i know how it is, i'll talk
but for now, so you know
i have stopped, for a bit
cos i can't look at it anymore
and it hurts all the time anyway