.

letting go of everything
not being anything anymore
let go of the personality
let go of the insterests
let go of the being
you're not being who you are and you know it,
dont express yourself in any way,
except random rants.
youre not learning as much
youre going through motions
youre not looking forward,
you're not looking back
you're just still
expecting nothing
except an end, soon
you dont think you even want hope anymore
although
you remember,
but procrastinate and procrastinate
you do want to do these things and be these things
but theres no confidence to do it.
do you know your worth
will you always think youre not good enough
will that always be the main obsticle?