.

the meeting...
we sat down.
you spoke.
we spoke.
i took it all in.
i understood all he said
and what you said..
"you're a great girl' you say as you hug me and walk away.
i take a deep breath and walk away.
i guess i felt nothing.
you said everything i thought you would.
it's serious.
it's real.
this time.
it is so different.

i am silent.