.

If I just fill that whole book with every story and with every thought I can express. Everything I can think of, to get out, write down every incident and things that happened that would shape how I am now. Every emotion, every feeling, every single thing. All of it.

And once its written down.

I can go.

Cos it’ll be done.
I will feel accomplished enough.
there won't be any more explaining.
the puzzles will be over.
so i can just leave.
that actually sounds okay.