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As if im 20 next year. As if im an adult. As if im legal to drive a car and do anything i want. As if im growing up. This is a joke.. Im a kid. Still scared of the big world out there. Still playing punk music & being a geek & liking art & barely ever leaving the house.. Still just reacting like a kid to everything.. Im becoming very aware that time is going on without me and im doing nothing. That life is quick.. But im slow.