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bloody hell.. you dont dseserve that at all.
not at all.
none of you do.
you dont deserve a punishment
you dont deserve a blame
or to feel ashamed
or to feel that pain
you dont deserve any of that
some would argue that feeling pain is better than feeling nothing.
and i understand that. ive agreed to that several times.
but. this.
its actually not worth it.
frig. you are actually worth a load more than that.