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I dont think im gonna see fireworks tonight, i was looking forward to wondering the city with han but now shes on a roadtrip to portfairy and im at home. Jemimah said i should stay home with dad cos of mum, which wouldnt be all bad, actually it would be.. I dont think im going to beks anymore and i dont think ill be cuties last resort, shes probably found someone. Looks like ill be stuck at home, avoiding mum, confined to my room writing. Im tired i might not even make it to midnight. Fun times. i suppose i enjoy my own company.. Maybe i could drive up to macedon just before midnight and watch the fireworks from the mountain..