Its new years eve in a few days.
Its an interesting time.
I cant help but think about the book 'long way down'. Mm.
Yet again too much to say. Yet again, dont post it.
thoughts- um you are all crossing my mind and it all feels like it was another life time ago.
And i realise im incredibly alone. All the time. Around no one.
I failed at alot this year but pushing everyone away was an easy accomplishment..
Good one self
except me. i think you still don't see that i am right in front of you. and i don't let you push me away. because i know you need someone. or something. mmm you make my heart race when i read your words. hmm. bug xx
ReplyDeleteI was thinking of you when i wrote this, and i think of you when i label myself alone yet i still go and label myself that. Mm. Your words have the same effect. I do realise youre right there but you know i hold back from you alot. Next time i see you, ill see your eyes.
ReplyDeleteand i'll see you.
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