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alrighty.
i think im over all this.
you are all moving forward,
like you should be,
that opens a door for me to as well.
maybe there's still alot i could say.
but maybe that doesn't matter anymore.
maybe you don't actually need to hear it.
maybe it's all in the past.
and is over.
and maybe i should really start showing you that i do care,
more than what people say, more than what they have said.
maybe i'm wrong, maybe they're right.
but maybe i don't care.
and maybe it should all just be fun again.
cos i guess, we are worth more than this.
so, goodbye to all this.
all this gear that has drained me, stolen me, and lied to me.
it was all ridiculous. i was ridiculous.