i miss you.
i dont know whats been happening in your life
i think its been hectic for you, in alot of ways.
i think its been hectic for you, in alot of ways.
ill keep txting you, just telling you random things
and telling you that i love you alot
and telling you that i love you alot
no matter what
and that i always miss you.
i miss our car dates
i miss the fact that hours and hours would go by so quickly
that we'd always hate when our time was up and youd drive me back to my car that was parked within walking distance
when we stood up at mt macedon and got soaked
when we saw that random kangaroo, and it was too foggy i drove so slow
when you read dr suess to me
when you bought snacks and we listened to the fray
when we made a list and watched movies all day.. all. day.
when you stroked my hair and amy walked past and it was awkwardly hilarious
when you made me cupcakes and i felt so sick that day
when you would txt me 'statements' when i ran out of credit
when we wouldnt need to organise our car dates,
they just happened, every wednesday morning,
we talked about literally anything and everything
it was always so great.
you never ceased to make me laugh
you were the first to hold me when i cried
you were the first real friend i had who would txt me first
who would want to hang out without me striving
who would give me the best hugs in the world
who i actually felt valued by
who understand me more than i did
who was really there for me
who i actually trusted at a time when people had let me down
you were amazing
you were amazing
and
you still are
even though i never see you anymore
or hear from you
even though ive had no clue whats being going on
you mean so much to me
you are. brilliant. beyond brilliant.
in countless ways.
and i hope you're okay.
and i hope you're okay.
my chris face.
no one could take away that place i hold for you
ill always be your lilly-bean
i lover you :) 
Yupyup.
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