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finally!
got a txt about camp, one day before we head off and i finally get the txt with all the info.
reading it is weird, almost like its from a stranger.
well i dont know hannah well, but ill be leading with her this year.
had first boom discipleship last night.
firstly, felt weird going on my own, and walking into the room on my own.
i walk in, look around, keep walking, then i turn to see katie and tarini looking at me, 'hi'
katie gives me a hug and we chat for like 1 minute, then liz was standing next to her and says hi and reaches her arm out for a hug, she says 'havent seen you in ages', yeah...
then i walk to the back to sit on my own, but then sit next to sam, i like sam, shes an intern, different to everyone else, shes cool.
then rudy went through camp details and all, then ps ben talked a bit, i can see right through him how much he loves teenagers, like adores them.
everyone was so pumped for camp.
and i just sat at the back there, feeling like i was at a family gathering but it wasnt my family, yet i was supposed to be there.
then we had jeremy johnson speak which was cool, he gave us keys, it had a whole meaning behind it.
i put mine on a necklace this morning.
ive always wanted an old style key for a necklace but have never found a good one.
this one is alright, its a key so im happy.
theeeen the adventure begins, discipleship finished and i left straight away with no one to chat to really, chrissy wasnt even there.. hmm..
i head to katies new house and her and mel are outside, i pick them up and we road trip to beasonsfield or some place, and start moving furniture.
from beaconsfield we went to some place half an hour away, from there we went back to beaconsfield, then to another place half an hour away then back to katies i think, we went allover and after it all i got home at 4.
katie just said, 'we're gonna move some things', i was expecting it to take an hour, maybe hour and a half. she left out a few, major, details.
but it was good to see her. didnt really talk alot. even though im sure we couldve caught up on heaps.
i was just quiet and did the driving. not much i could do when they were moving things cos im so weak, unbelievably weak.
i filled up the car with petrol on the way home so dad wont know i went anywhere,
i just told him dship may go a bit later and then that i was with katie,
and in katies words, 'thats not lieing, just leaving out additional information'
good one.
so, eventful night.
one more night till boom camp.
and i actually feel nothing.
i guess im excited.
but i just dont know what to expect or how to be.
its gonna be freaakin hot this weekend.
sunscreen and water kids.
yep.
good times.