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i think ill end up filling up my moleskins this weekend.
i feel like theyll be alot to write. like, alot. so much.
i reckon ill be getting up at 6am and getting ready without everyone and just have alone time before breakfast. i did that at the 07 boom camp..
i think itll be overwhelming.
i can feel it all now.
its actually real, its so close. this weekend could change so much.
i wish something would hit me in the face to get me pumped and excited.
but im not, im more just thinking about it all.
although i reckon once i step onto that bus.. and me and bek start planning pranks
and rach and i scoff our faces with lollies
and adayah and sarah take way too many photos of eachother.
and thomas makes smark remarks
ill know why im there.
ill know that i do believe in teenagers
and ill know that, this camp is really not about me at all, its about them.
and i gotta just go with it.
even though my head is all over the place.
it will be a great weekend. it will be.
and clare, i wont tell haha.
we'll have fun. yes we will.