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went to church today. actually felt strange, like i was an outsider, slowly coming back.
one friend said to me, 'havent seen you in awhile', wow. they noticed.
and i ended up sitting with them, they were quite nice.
maybe people do notice..
it was okay being there. but maybe just okay.
although, i cant get over how much i love teenagers. seriously. love. them.
bek wasnt there. big let down.
the speaker, jeremy johnson, reminded me of what it was all like when i first started going to all this. was good.
funny though, cos he was loud and passionate and when everyone stood up to cheer and clap.
i just sat there, but i was taking it in, i just dont react like everyone else.
hmm. i think i like church. and i think i am looking forward to camp. and i think its gonna be an interesting and different year leading in boom.
things are really changing, i miss how it all was. but i saw a glimpse of that today.
and maybe it will be alright. maybe the change is good. gotta embrace the new.
its all about loving others. accepting others. and going through life together, with no judgement or frowns.
just love.