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when your names come up. what do i say, just at this small moment.

alice - you would say little things that would remind me to be grateful.
rah - you notice the small things in people, in their words and actions, in how they feel, you see people.
steph - you are hopeful. i think particularly at times when you wouldnt think so. you do see the good.. and i love when theres a camera in your hand
mim - simply put. you bring smiles. and you make smiles.
ellen - you are. a fighter. you have fought for others alot of times, and now youre fighting for yourself, and youre winning, even when you think youre losing.
clare - catalyst. all youve done, with all that gear, invisible children, world vision etc. youll be a different type of human, a person who will see people be people again, genuine.. you fight this alot but i can see it happen.
ash - fearless. not a swifty joke. you actually are.

who else is there?
for the past few months its only been you all. even when i havent been around.
who else...

jorge - my spanish boy, i miss you like crazy. i miss our in jokes, art classes, quoting movies and being idiots, going to galleries with you. having a friend who just makes me laugh like no one else can. you are ridiculous but i love you.

bec - one of my oldest friends, we share the same taste in comedy, music, films, everything. i dont see you, like ever. its silly really.
katie - you were real, that time at balwyn maccas at midnight, i showed you a painting and you cried. then you began to share some very real things. that was the first time we really hung out. after that, it was just fun. i never opened up to you. but you seemed to know me inside out at times. i do miss you. but, i never got so close, so i guess thats all i feel at the moment.
chrissy - ill see you soon.
my urbs girls - bek, adayah, sarah, rachel, rhi, em, ri, louise, kat, amber, brooke. you girls, mean so much to me its unbelievable. we never cease to have fun, and i love that we're together, that theres no 'me and you', its just 'us'. how it should be. i really believe in you all, and that means i know you can be who you want to be, that means i know you can do what you want to do, that means i just know you can be better, despite what alot of you go through. i know you are strong young people.