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i was watching several documentaries last week.

and the last one i watched was about Time magazine.

and i got the feeling that i wouldn't mind travelling behind a camera.

like following a journalist or something and just photographing for their story.

but i guess that means i could be a photojournalist. but i dont think i could report and write like that.

but the thought of travelling, filming and photographing, it excited me.

and as i sat their glued to the television.

i got the feeling like i could do something. like actually could do something. i had vision.

and i felt like i had an idea of what i would enjoy, i didn't worry about what i'd be good at or how i'd do it.

i just got excited and wanted to travel and take a billion million photos and meet interesting people and go into different cultures and see things ive never heard of before and learn learn learn and have fun fun fun.

i always thought, if i'd ever travel. i'd be like a wide eyed child seeing everything for the first time.

and as i sat there in front of the tv i was wide eyed just thinking of it all.

i guess that's how i saw hope.

in that form.

somehow.

strange.