.

i'm still holding onto the expectation that i will see you soon.

i will.

i see you write on other peoples walls, and write back to them.

i hear you see other people, catch up, call and txt back.

i see you're leaving the country for half this month.

i see that i never get replies. ever.

or any indication that you notice my existence.

and it doesn't feel great.

but i never expect anything from you, anything.

i just miss you.

and hope that i will see you again soon.

maybe i've done something wrong.

maybe you want nothing to do with me now.

maybe you've forgotten about me.

maybe you don't want to catch up or anything.

but

oh well. i love and miss you. more each day.