.

why do you continue to chase me?

i dont deserve to be chased.

particularly by you.

yesterday i realised that if you werent here.

i literally would not know who would be filling my inbox

or wanting to see me.

i guess, i do know im not alone.

but.

i dont know.

i never do.

im real sorry.

i dont know what you see in me.

i dont know why i mean so much to you.

i honestly dont know why i mean a thing.

i just dont see it.

and i had the craziest dream. ever.

well not crazy.

but interesting.

triangle head.. cutie.. steph? yep. you were there. and it was so real. i still care about you a load. and i hope youre doing alright. at any time of day. mhm. i dont think ive ever said bye properly. even if im not there.