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"an eating contest is really the beginning of a sh*tting contest."

on my birthday last year, han, chrissy and i were in my car eating pizza, somewhere in the city at night, i had my mac and was going through demetri martin podcasts, we hadnt listened to it before. and he said this random line... we paused. and laughed for a long long long long time.

i just remembered this moment the other day.

i think a weight has gone, since i wrote to you everything ive had on my mind.. im yet to hear back. but ill wait. still. i mean, there really isnt much more i can say. its up to you.