.

i got up the courage to ring you.

it rang and rang and rang and rang and rang and rang... etc etc..

do you not have an answering machine..?

ha. oh well. i guess im accepting it now. cos i feel okay.

its an odd feeling.

i feel so strange to everything.

theres crap happening everday.

something bad happened today, that has happened before but i didnt go and punch a brick wall, i didnt get angry. nothing. i just txted dad, and left the house with han to go op shopping again.

i got a ronald mcdonald toy for free.

see, things just seem okay. is that good?

i suppose so.