.

im sick of feeling this clueless.

you would know how much i miss you.

you would know you mean a load to me.

you would know im not going anywhere.

you would know i love you.

you would know im right here. in front of you.

surely you know i want you very much in my life.

you know all these things.

so whats going on? what the hell is going on with you? whats happened? why this?

why are you passing me by?

and why does it hurt me?

and why arent you noticing...?

you were the only, best, close, right by me, fun together, honest, quirky.. friend.

i had.

yet. im left here.

again.