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why do things overwhelm us?
how do people do it the most?
how come we can feel like this and not have a clue of what to do?
maybe we've tried everything
maybe we give up on trying
maybe we just give in to living like this
i know i can say alot of things in moments
that i know at the time ill regret saying
that i know ill regret feeling
yet i still say things
i still let myself feel things
why
to feel alive?
to be something?
cos without it..
im a numb being?