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i woke up at 1:30am with three txts
not knowing what was going
then half an hour later i couldve been driving an hour away to be there for you
but i really had no idea what was going on
in and out of sleep
you were hurting alot
but why are you coming to me
how do i suddenly mean so much to you
i know ive known you for awhile
but we've only started hanging out recently
i care. i do
but
this is out of my hands
when stuff happens with the twin
im the one who is hit with all the crap of the other person being hurt
its always about han
everyone likes han and then gets hurt and then im dragged in to help or something
i dont know
and now i just got a txt from you asking how han is
i dont know
i dont know anything
all i know is that i dont want to see her end up in hospital again cos of all this.
golly.