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look at the stars, see how they shine for you.how is it that one being can make you feel like running in front of a train?

or jumping off a bridge?

or cutting your limbs off?

or punching walls?

or tying ropes?

or staying under water?

how is it that they can throw away the key to the room you're locked in,

and not care that you feel you'll never get out?

how come they can just leave?

how come they can just ignore you and make you invisible?

how is it that we can get so messed up that it's unbearably scary to be in our own skin any longer?

to have those moments when you're holding a lighter to your skin while on the floor listening to 'yellow'...