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you two repeated the words i said a long while ago now.
i don't want to be in reality..
i can't handle reality.
i hate it.
i want to escape it..
but is this it though.
face up to reality... but look at reality... the reality is...
why can't we change what this reality is?
instead of being terrified to live in it.
i've passed that gripping feeling, i think, well it's not as bad right now.
that feeling of actually hating reality and life, so much that i couldn't stand waking up.
i don't know how i got through it, or partially passed it, i never seem to, but i did so it must be possible.
so there's a little hope.
write that with your scars.
Hope.