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another season 11:21pm 09/07/2008

why do we feel hurt?
even when we dont precisely know what may have caused it
maybe some people are more sensitive
as little as not being heard
even though time after time your effort goes to serving people and
when theres a tiny opportunity to return the favour its not returned
its not about recognition at all
its just interesting how the human emotions work
we're not called to live by emotion, yet its by our heart that god can communicate more things to us.
jesus died for us - an act of love - does that count as emotion?
emotion didnt save the world.
this time around it was different. even though its a sensitive season, timidity cant win.
whatever you say doesnt have to be heard, its the meaning behind it that counts.


i forgot about this book i made in yr12 full of drawings and stuff id writen. this is so weird. im so... i dont even know what im saying. its freakin weird lol.. but its interesting. atm im trying to find anything from that year that i may have written. im surprised i didnt document it better. such a significant year.