" everything else catches up with you "

maybe in tomorrow's meeting i'll follow through with all these thoughts.
and just do what i think i should do.
for now.
maybe just a break.

you can find a lot when you remove your couch cushions..

i think i miss this blog a bit.

i put a lot of things on it.

a lot happened here.

fun times.

Today, i think im gonna rug up , go outside and take some photos.

i actually have some ideas for once.

" that feeling that you want to help someone but you can't cos they're not going to listen. "

-over hearing boom girls talking on the bus.

today:
i still havent cleaned the car but really want to so i still will, in the dark and rain. fun times.
but ive had alot of homework finished lately so thats good. fun fun times.
i also unlocked some levels on tony hawk earlier. fun fun fun times.
and watched toy story and ironed dads shirts. fun fun fun fun times.

tomorrow:
market in the morning. havent been in awhile.
get to see cutie = big smiles. big cuddles.
then churchies. then home i reckon.

not a hugely eventful weekend but fine.

im going to have vegetarian pizza for dinner.

thoughts:
i am content. with simplicity.

living in the same town for all these years, doing the same old things.

hanging with the same crowd, and it's starting to get crippling.

you've never felt in place and you tell yourself it's all okay.
but something's different today, you want to run the opposite way.

and it seems like you're locked in a cage, and you need to find a way of escape.
when everyone is setting the pace, it's okay to run the opposite way.

the Father sent His Son down, the light of men, the cross He bore was crippling. rejected in His own town, they couldn't see the sun shining.

He knelt in the garden and prayed, "Father, let this cup pass from me, it's not Your will for me to stay, Your will for me is the opposite way"

and it seemed like He was locked in a cage, and He couldn't find away of escape.
but through the cross He conquered the grave, my Jesus ran the opposite way.

and through the cross He conquered the grave.
He ran the opposite way.

through the cross He conquered the grave.
so you could run the opposite way.